it carries like influenza
this fatigue
asking and realizing
the pointlessness
the uselessness
mine, infested
by self-satisfied
reliance on a
structural integrity
at the cost
of my own
I couldn’t build this chair if I wanted to—
an aggregate of accolades
and other flotsam
how was I made useless?
maybe I blame
my parents
I’ve even sat in this chair before,
and still I could not build it.
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